2012 m. liepos 30 d., pirmadienis

Permanent. Ocean blue. Stick and stones. Puzzle for birthday.

I blame you " Pig who wanted to be eaten" to put me in this position to show the pink elephant in the room. The elephant looks like an orange bird when you press it become so huge that destroys everything around. And what about my unicorn in this position? Is he it? Or just the horse that starts the story and when you asked a girl: " How the horse looks like? " She says: " It is a unicorn". How you should react.

"Most conversations are simply monologues delivered in the presence of witnesses."

The little one wants to be called like that. Wants a candy now and the brown pot with a food left waiting in the kitchen. But Mrs. Drama can not get the little one that. It needs to take out freedom, to leave chaos. To give no mercy, just nightmares that little one can be caught on the corner.

Alone at 3 at night? Non. I have me. I understand me. I understand my wish. I understand my thoughts. I understand my body. My mind. My heart. My belly. My butterflies. My eyes. My flesh. Egoist-individualist.

2012 m. liepos 28 d., šeštadienis

She said. Lion. Somebody else. Let me know you. Little bird whispered to me. Furious. Spectrum.

Have you ever made a lie that made you make one more? Your soul was feeling so weak, but adrenaline was going in to your brain saying to move more, to do more, to be real you more. The bad you.

To spend everything you have, that you build after the years. It makes the house. It should

Spoke about how time is passing fast and thinking how i am little to be able to handle the pressure to stand tall. The heat hits the brain, when the degress comes and hits more. When one thing is left to sit at balcony and wait until after half an hour you have to pretend in the mood.

- Girls have needs too. - But there is a reason you are called ladies.

"No man really becomes a fool until he stops asking questions."

2012 m. liepos 19 d., ketvirtadienis

Yummy. Blackberries. Fluffy and dirt. Mother tongue.

Always was thinking that opposite attracts and it is still true, but it feels so comfortable when there is something in common. Not speaking about liking the same music, food, movies, we are not those children. We are little flirt kids who goes to the same place, pass by in same space, giving the pen to a hand and moment literally stops, you start to shiver like a ghost just went through you, brrr.


Started running again. Some put there anger by shouting on others, i punish myself. I have been very bad girl. Faster and faster, then can not walk for few days, but my sins are forgiven.

"True silence is the rest of the mind; it is to the spirit what sleep is to the body, nourishment and refreshment."

The pleasure is a process, but if it is endless, the result is forbiden fruit, what does it mean?

2012 m. balandžio 10 d., antradienis

Curls. Nudes. Gives me more. Share. Good deeds.

You own my mind. Noone in the can compare.. My old now not existing radio show have me romantic alone time. Past few weeks thinking about my favourite condition- loneliness. Like now, not quite lonely, numbers occupied bed, table, cieling and getting into coffee cup, but non non little ones, no coffee not even for me this night.

"It is often said that before you die your life passes before your eyes. It is in fact true. It's called living."

I am saying to the world- i'm hurt.

Want big bracelets, a ring, long massive neclaces and hide under my big hat, puffy skirts and lace. Like a fashion therapy. And collars, lots of them to hide neck from marks, to hide throat that nobody can bite it.

It's pile of books makes me philosophical again or missed being dreamy with my colourful butterflies around the moon.

2012 m. vasario 29 d., trečiadienis

Geek glasses fits not all the time. Animal prints. Little roses.

"An intelligence test sometimes shows a man how smart he would have been not to have taken it."

Does it make you move, give you inspiration, motivation the one that you find here today? You will ask what is that IT and i have no answer. Because you have it in you. sometimes passing to me by the song, coffee picture or just saying hi.

J'adore wall photos those give me inspiration, love music it moves me emotionally, like on tuesday almost started to pour tears because HE said it will be over in one month, not totally over, but still, like when HE said that is moving to Brussel, but for real spending more time hanging around and i'm waiting conversation and podcast talks (pillow talk). The most motivation gives me bad books, then start to think what i am doing?? i can be useful, awesome and push things.

2012 m. vasario 19 d., sekmadienis

First time the story that has line. Peaches. Waiting for breakfast.

Met my destiny for the next life. Met many years ago, but understood the reason just now. Middle of the sunny saturday really felt the hand which held mine on friday dark night. You are meant to me, i am to you. Do you notice that? Does it cross your mind? Do you hear at night the screaming bird that remides that something is made by destiny and you can not change, but fight with that again and again, but like told me the war last just for 3 years and you are coming back to battle ground. Isn't it hard, you are not getting younger, even you think that you are, but it is illusion. 10 years a lot, you know that, so fighting against by putting this thought to reality, because 6 years or less it is not for now. Dancing people around you it is not getting younger too.

If you know that it is your destiny, it is for next life.

"Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat."

"There are two great days in a person's life --- the day we are born and the day we discover why."

Have you lived with you destiny? What is left when? Start to fight again and deny that is not? YES, it is us.

2012 m. vasario 9 d., ketvirtadienis

Taste like sugar. Asistant. Braiding texture.

My messy messy man.

Heard a saying today: " that girl have everything, but she still needs". Is it bad always want something different? It is when the thing that you wanted starts to bore you after 8 seconds, like in flirting that's how long eye contact should last. You will be bored of the person of you interest after those several tic tocs. But if you are a perfectionist, idealist, dreamer.. It is said that "the most unhappy people are idealist".

"One must maintain a little bittle of summer, even in the middle of winter."

Going crazy here close to my strawberry candles and live Mano le tough.

In this sweet night
We started dancing
What a wonderful waste of time.

- I love you more
- Non, i love you more
- It is impossible, you can not love me, like i love you

Pushed, need to be. But how individualist can be pushed. I will kick the one who will push me.

Baby walls. Yellow for unknown sex.

Lost inspiration, hope to find in little same man books, he is waiting close to pillow putted in the little tower shape waiting to be free.